i dont know how to start this post ..
grats the the girls , you guys won against yishun sec.
schl was usual but abit more entertaining as i got a stupid to sms to.
released at 12.30pm to accompany girls to sbc ,
and grats to boys too :)
... i got no more to post , my post recently is rather short ,
as im really not in mood , things is not going smooth for me ,
i hate it.
being in th team , i couldnt experience , share , feel what they are now ,
during the games i can only be sitting outside shouting and cheering ,
other than that i couldnt do much , seeing them run up and down ,
so tired for the team , yet im sitting down there ..
i felt so useless ... now i felt , im not qualified to be in this team,
even if they win , i shld not be counted inside ..
my number 12 shld be a very nice number that plays in th court ,
yet in the sbc paper , number 12 is being strike out ,
this feeling really sucks. its suppose to be a very nice number for a very nice player ,
yet i wasted it .. i dont fit to be , neither shld i be in th team .
i jus couldnt stand this feeling any longer , i dont know who to speak to..
and i guess even if i speak to anyone theres no much console becos ,
is a FACT .
i jus can cry this all out alone to myself and put all this emotions and thinking to myself.
WHY ME ? WHY ISIT ME ?
NO DOUBT , IT SUCKS TO THE CORE , FCUK.
its just been troubling alotalot of times .. i guess i wont be going with the girls for the match anymore ... jus all the best to them :)