well had our practical test and begining when taking those ingredients im nervous like shit and i got minus mark due to my intake of salt jus cos i forget take spoon and took too much salt as i pour it into the plate-.- zzz. nvm ! anw overall i find it last yr im more stable , maybe this time my preparations not enough ba cos i the night before then remember and its kinda too late to prepare and buy those garnish , sorry kailin ! hope i can score A1 for it as i really hope to , i want maintain last year's standard . Cooking is something i loves alot and how great would it be to be a chef ? cooking dishes for others , seeing them eating it with praises and esp cooking for someone you love ! hahaha , i wants to go shatecccc ! but im worry that i might not be pro enough to be a chef ): ! we shall see hows the future goes haah ! alright back to topic , and yeah our marks is kinda okok la i see already haha. then recess ,CL is shit la i hate the ms dai man , compocompocompo everytime also do compo from 1page plus till 2page half , fuck and now i still left with her compo ! see im so good , flooded with homework still come post hahaha ! alright followed by maths lesson was fine but i still slept for awhile , jus cant stay focus , dontknwwhyyyy ): then langarts , was happily using the phone since mr lai dont give a damn and yeah , lesson end and everyone chiong out of class cos ms dai say she 1.30pm will come find us to finish compo , stayed in toilet quite awhile and then when we ask them " ms dai go already ?" they say " she say bring home do " _l_ asshole teacher . went home , slept all this stuff and called the person to make my contact lense , thought need go down but the person says with the information of my degree can already , so jus stayeddd at home and sleep all i want lo. around 6plus woke up , watch tv and help out mum in kitchen , alright mum promise to let me cook whatever i wants during weekeneds :)))))))) ! then ate and around 8plus went downstairs to get joyce sweetheart's book review , headed to NTUC with her , shop around and buy things that mummy needs. off after awhile and here im posting while doing sweetheart's homework and my 2compo & maths homework awaiting me , gtg all ! bye !
Those few phrases , not more and not lessis that all we could have ? i shld have knwn earlier ,
despite my tryings is still just one-sided. .
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