alright time check is now 1.29am :) im still thinking about certain stuffs but im not crying this time round as i promised. anw the above video is taken from youtube it may load quite slow and plays for quite long but as long as you on and pause it awhile it will load kinda fast alr then yeah is kinda long video but its nice and this songs is wonderful . i hope i've made the right choice and hopefully happiness would always with you and i can be happy too . if is yours means it will be yours if is not , then just end it after this whole day i learnt about this and i made up a decision for something that i've been holding on for veryveryvery long which is no point and yup im now moving on :) alright shall talk about some school stuffs , thnks lot ryan wong allows me to hand in my pencil holder on monday and im stuck with my ic again im like so lazy to do haha. times flies and once again shoo~ school ended , homed and after that went skcc but not much ppl and kinda boring then left for compass. roughly is like that le. nothing much. ohyea, i hate people who looks down on lesbian or despise them . well they just simply have no rights to take one example of what x said today totally pissed me off. for goodness sake lesbians are humans too for your information they dont need your criticism or discriminations they have feelings and prides too so just jolly well " SHHHH" :) .
we've ended , been holding this for veryveryvery long ,though you have left me with tears and sadness but i still remember those happiness we once have. as i've said thnks for everything , you coloured my life , there will never be a second one you're the first and also the last one but to my regret we will never be . but its okay at least theres memories left and a happily ending. for you , i will hold back my tears and i will work hard . i know you've been trying to give me care and concern , thnks for your giving in and i've got lots to say but blog aint save so yup , though the ending werent what i really wanted but im elated at least we have got things said out , we somehow like the past for that lil tiny bit of while and yes i will miss you definitely lots but i will still move on happily just for you and i hope you will be happy like how i first saw you , your smile and laughters is the most wonderful thing ever in my life . you coloured my life and brighten it up with giving me a imperfectly beautiful past and memories. Lastly , the song is specially dedicated to you , loves :] .
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