alright 2nd post for today again , time check its now 2.28am , & obviously im still not asleep yet , cos i just get to finish that wongqingqing's work and im still applying the cream on my hand , anw i think is about to rain once again ? hopefully cos is like so hot that theres a few kind souls out there stoning just now which makes me feel so failure can cos i cant make them high which previously i all along can . argh , i think one shld be happy to cheer another one up hor ? in th end i kana influence and so i only did that wsq's work and my whole piles of work , after 1whole day is still undone . grats to me , scoldings for tmr . argh but now i couldnt help but stoning and thinking about matters , whatever it is im going to sleep already cos im rather tired today and yes my back aches like shit now ! cfm rain one la tonight -.- zzz. till here dudes.

at my lowest point of time you're the one guiding me , holding me up ,
you aint one that will make a stand but one who speaks something that wakes me up ,
ppl says true friends are hard to find and i totally agree yet i felt so failure that i failed to make you felt entertained . i seriously dont know whats wrong . but i wont force you to say cos you aint one who will speak out , argh . all i can wish and says is , stay happy please joker ! HEEHEE:D