people says the biggest hope you've got , the greater disappointment you will get ,
& yes i got it now , after so much scoldings , so much ups and downs,
trying hard and atttending training , coach put me in the team and yes i got 12 ,
a very meaningful number and i love it & yes i heaved a sigh of relieve when coach asked me
for my jersey sizes and number i want , the happiness is not what i could type it out now ,
the feelings of accomplishment after much hardwork .
& now jus when i thought things is over and im going to wear my favourite number jersey ,
to play down at SBC court and PLAY as a school team player ,
PLAY in GLORY and COMPLIMENT for the team and for the number im wearing now
& yes for myself , proving to coach im his right choice.
& YET . . .
things like to went wrong in th last minute ,
due to my age problem , i couldnt qualify ,
i dont blame anyone but myself ,
being a foreigner . . .
is just a step to my dream but it shattered
& yes all hardwork came down drain , even though i still got the jersey
& yes im glad coach said soemthing " no replacement "
as what coach said , im still in th team treat it as minor injuries ,
but this is too cruel for me , the reality . . .
tang said im the strong girl who always scold him but i would like to say
IM NOT . im really breaking down .
looking at my previous post , and now this post ,
it seems like my life jus seems to be going down slope ,
Im glad i've got sucha teamates who cared for me that much ,
console me & even came to my blog and tag,
thnks much loves . esp yuzhen and joyce .
thnks for consoling me when im crying , it helps alot .
& here i've some words for the second five ,
having training and playing friendly i always dont really scored and played well ,
today before tang said out about my matter , georgina you fell ,
i know you are trying hard to be a good dribbaler ,
you are great my dear girl , today theres alot of passing you passed good and
yes you didnt give up , get on ok ,
we aint the main five but i know you can do it , with your discipline
& yes you can play well .
Christabel , you do read my blog yea ?
i hope you came across this.
we seems to be good in muo qi uh ? haha today theres alot of passing ,
im sorry i missed kinda lots of ball , my dear sometimes you jus got to play hard
& have the determination to run ok ?
then you will cfm got alot of points ,do you know your lan ban actually percentage very high!
so yes , jiayou jus abit more of hardwork you can reach th top alr !
all this is what i can say , in a way of my thinking and obviously i aint up to where good ,
and when coach asked me today
" you think you play well ? " i answered "no "
and yes i've been really improving veryvery slow ...
yeah , so i couldnt play with you guys alr , but i know with
CHRISTABEL AND ANGLEA the centre ,
geogeo the controller & jeanie , w.o me you guys still can play well one right ,
cos i only can dribbal abit only and yah ,
GO ALL THE WAY MY DEAR GIRLS !
& chris !
i hope you can divert my muoqi with you to geogina ok !
i know you can de right , then angelea you got the size to eat ppl
so be daring and you can really play well , even better than me one ok !
you guys can de ok ! second five , JIAYOUS ! :D
haha of cos not leaving out my dear girls, first five!
esp my dearest joyce and rest ok .
KANGBAI C-girls jiayous ok ! and i will be the cheerleading .
im glad i've got sucha teamates
& a coach i always thought to be dislike-ing me ,
yet could actually spoken those words to console me .
i've nothing much to say but jus im sorry i couldnt help much for the team .
In conclusion , is a console to me i've got sucha caring team towards me ,
thanks guys , i love you all ok :)
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