photos will be up tmr due to my fcuking internet connection .
all along what x & x said and commented is true , i shld have head their advice .
it seems like is abit too late now as i've alr fallen deep into it ,
but i just got to get out of this , deep down my heart now ,
i felt angryness overwhelming so does disappointment & sadness ,
tears rolling uncontrollably , at this point of time ,
i think i've really blinded by th past w.o knowing that you aint actually as perf as i thought to be ,
i've been dreaming and thinking , i wondered was i asking too much just for a talk/chat ?
it maybe or you enjoy fooling me ? at this point of time i would like to say ,
FCUK YOU ! _l_
whats happened is happened , dont cry over a split milk ,
thnks for letting me know theres really this kinda of bastard living on { adapted from x }
but well , i could nv hide that you once really gave me wonderful memories ,
is just that 1/4 of happiness & 3/4 of sadness but still , thnkyou.
if life were given a choice to re-start , i will still choose to meet you ,
i've never regret knwing you and being a fool to you at least ,
i've tried my best . is kinda contracdicting , but still ,
you let me see another piece of world which i think it suits me more :]
Billions of words aint enough to express what i feel and wna tell you now
& blogger aint a private things , somethings shld be meant to be kept ,
afterall , is just the time got to put a fullstop for this ,
enough is enough and th extend of mentally tiredness of mine in this whole matter ,
is not what could be written out easily ,
if die would be able to see how tired i was , im willing to show ,
but im not dumb anymore , is too foolish to do this jus for someone who dont care ..
life just got to go on & i swear im going to find one better than you ,
one who wont broke their promise upteen times ,
one who wont acted to be angel and in th other hand devil in reality deep down in heart ,
one who wont be so self-centred and selfish ,
one who wont be making me giving in and sacrificing as much as you do ,
one who wont be making me cry more than laughing ,
just one who is better than you and suits me more.
Lastly , iloveyou ,
goodbye 18.01.200X { dont ask me what this date is }
it will be th one final time i losing my skin for you ,