okay i've finally like upload a few pictures ,
and chai pei en now is veryvery tired , later on she still got to go over her sweetheart house
& pass her friedrich followed by taking shoebag .
& yes she wants rant something now !
which or whoever is the fcuker that took my shoe-bag ,
i cursecursecurse you , curse you got sleepless night ,
curse you eat what vomit what out curssssse !
and yes obviously i lost my shoe bag but im kinda sure is not at cc ?
but where ? i dont know , wtf ok .
inside got my shoe with abit of friction left ,
my socks -.- and MY NIKE SHOE BAG !
whatever , is happened can do anything but im very angry !
& 2nd , our jersey ran out of orange and black so yea wtf ?
we got to take red and white im super pissed off ,
i already could imagine number 12 compassvale written on the black and orange jersey ,
and how tough i got this jersey and i dearly it actually meant to me
yet in th end they give me a atomic bomb say no more orange and back ?
speechless . . . one word = SUAY !& then ,you yes you this i dont know what to call ,to be someone i love so deeply ok you maybe saying
" oh ya right deeply , then tell me why are you giving me up ?"by telling me those words before you off , are you threatening me ?yes what x said is true ,you wants to lead me on , you like this attraction ,you ENJOY it . but what about me ?!missing and thinking about you all day long ,being lonely in th night , all i want is you ,knowing i like you , yet you seems to beopeningconversation ,only wanting to know im giving up or not uh ?what the fcuk is this ?! i know you are attached you got your life but ,did you know how painful were to actually lovesomeone so deeply ,and that someone could actually know you love him* and yet ,treating you cold and hot like going along to their wish ,do you even know how it feels anot ?! YOU DONT KNOW !why ?! why the you now and the you in th past aint the same ?!i told myself what x and x said is fake , you aint that bad in th past ,i still told them confidently " cant be arh he* werent like that and he* alr said he* dont wish to hurt me " yet now ....i lost , im reallyreally lost in you , tell me WHAT EXACTLY YOU WANTS ?!WHAT EXACTLY ARE YOU THINKING ?!WHAT EXACTLY ARE YOU ?!WHATWHATWHAT ? ! WHY AND WHY !CAN YOU SPEAK OUT ?! YOU SEEMS SO HARD TO BE UNDERSTAND NOW ,YOU WERENT THE ONE ANYMORE . . . why must you makes me disappointed ,why must you put your enjoyment on my hurts ,those fake promise , fake hopes EVERYTHING IS FAKE ! YES IM BREAKING DOWN NOW , YES .. IM SO DEEPLY INDULGE IN THE FAKE YOU AND NOW , I COULDNT ACCEPT ME , HARDENED MY HEART ? YOU THINK IS EASY ? IT WASNT ... LET ME TELL YOU " SORRY I DONT WANT HURT ANYONE " DOESNT EVEN MEANT A SHIT COS YOU ARE HURTING ME ! NOW BY USING TH WAY TELLING ME TO GO TO ANOTHER ONE , WHAT X SAID IS YOU TRYING TO ACT GREAT , SO NOW I BELIEVE IN YOUR ACT AND YES IM GOING TO ANOTHER ONE , I WILL REMEMBER YOU , REMEMBER HOW YOU HURT ME , YOU ARE SUCHA PRO , SUCHA GREAT OSCAR ACTOR , I LOST , LOST IN YOUR GREAT ACTING AND INDULGING TOO MUCH ONYOUR LIES.
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