and i came with no conclusion so i decide to type what i feel like to
and what i wants to , jus randomly.
times past damnnnnnnnn friggin slow today , thats first thing.
and 2nd , im flooooooded with work esp school work and monday ST -.-
i dontdontdont want to fail anymore i want get rid this word from my maths ,
yrs of school lifes my maths really sucks i can say now i suddenly feel like bucking up my maths.
3rd , 24hrs is just not enough for me , i need to train , play bball , homework and such and such..
4th , i feel like going down now to do my 10rounds running which im suppose to be doing ,
sequencely in weeks.
............and yah alot more , my mind now like the biggg drain ,
thoughts seems to gush in like water ,
fast and strong .
and ytd and today i've been running home from compass ,
today bcos i went to get my contact lense solution ,
is kinda incovenient fr me to run , but eventually i did , yet lesser ,
so i punish myself by climbing stairs to house and dear readers ,
my block got 16 storeys i lived in 15th storeys -.-
i almost faint and i sweat like the water tap is open when i reach home ,
and my auntie asked me why lols-.-
and after bathing all this im here posting .
nothing much today jus a boring day .
im stuck in you , i felt so messed up ,
i dont know what is up nxt and what to do next ,
i know the person living in your heart ,
who you will miss, care , love and jus give yourself in ,
will never be me , though you are the one for me .
i will not regret that i fall for you ,
but think back i will regret why didnt i hold you tight enough ,
& why didnt i got you to be mine , the one i love the most ,
which makes me in dilema now..
i felt so moody and jus :( .
Labels: i got nothing., till the end