I.M.MOODLESS.
I.M.TIRED.
I.M.VERY.CONFUSED.MESSED.UP.FRUSTRATED.
& I.HATE.THIS.ON-GOING.LIFE.OF.MINE!
im jus super fcuked up with my life
and i hate my life ,
i hate to be who i am , i hate to be facing whatever im facing now ,
& lastly , i felt that im not qualified to be a no. 12 .
i dont know why till now its still pondering in my mind ,
i know this is a fact thats not gna change , but why me ?!
why me !!! why cant i born later on ! why cant i be 14th instead 15th this yr !
why does it comes to me ?! ):):): ...
why me ! why all these choose me ? this , those , that ...
why isit me ? all this bullshit !
im jus sosososo ... messed up ..
thats life i know , and i jus got to move on ,
but its hard , its hurting and im getting tired .
i need a shoulder , that is big and broad for me to lean on ,
im too tired to continue this path anymore ...
Labels: im a big loser.