but i couldnt ...
is so foolish to actually be so crazy over someone ,
whom actually think nothing of you but ownself.
people used to say , someone who you tend to love th most ,
is actually always th one hurts you th most , its true .
loving th person so deeply , i guess jus a word or jus an action ,
could actually make one's go crazy over it or heart-broken cos ,
th person whom you love , meant so much to you that ,
small action of themselves could actually meant so much in your heart .
if heaven makes us to meet , makes us to have memories thats so deep and memoriable ,
yet makes us to be ending off like a broken string , splitted into half ,
leading its own ways , tell me why ,
heaven makes us to know each-other in th first place ?
in contrast , if we were meant to split ,
does it meant that theres other one who is actually th one whom really meant to be ,
yet not to be met yet , so does it means that we will eventually forget th person ?
if so , no doubt heaven i wna speak soemthing out ,
IM SENTIMENTAL & yes im out of th WE you thought to be .
& you , i've billions and thousands of question that i wanted to ask ,
but before i would be so daring to ask you , it seems like i've providing ans ,
ans that you will be likely to reply and pieces of it forms out one word/ sentence ,
WORD : FOOLING
SENTENCE : laughs im just fooling you , cos i enjoy that attraction & attention !
for this , i've cried over manymany times ... & it left me ...speechless and fooled.
in th first place do you even know how much you actually meant to me ?
to get me all in you , to get me become sucha fool for you
& to get me think about you always ...
how many more years ahead ?
to forget you or i shld say to prove that you've been carved in my heart ?
& you're my everything , im your nothing ,
what you've said is lies & bullshitting , yet
i still loves you .
& yes im still so dumb for you . JUST you ...
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