my thigh and butt is still very pain -.-
and i think im going over to a chinese sinseh around hougang tmr ?
dont know lols. school life continues tday , slept at quite late ytd
and so as expected i overslept today , but luckily im not late :)
lessons is still so boring , esp during geog , sucks big !
i really dont know how am i going to survive for my rest of the school lifes ,
esp my mid-year examination ! it seems like my heart is not with studies nowwww !
ok whatever , so i stayed at bball court for 3whole hours ,
aint bored at all cos i was really listening to what coach is teaching
& when they play 5 vs 5 how i wish i can play please ... hais .
yah and so briefing and coach is kinda angry ,
released and walked to buy bubble tea with shuqing ,
actually wanted to walk home but my leg -.- so i trained home ,
heereee im posting :)
when coach talk about tornament experience ...
majority raise up their hand cos they were not experience ,
yet now , not long later they will be in SBC & playing the tornament ,
experiencing the feeling of war , th nervous , calmness ,
shoutings of coach , sounds that comes from the friction of shoes and so and so ...
me , being the one unexperienced yet ,
actually i can be experiencing not long later on too ,
however ... yea im still vry stuck up in these ,
why must i be a foreigner ,
why must i be one yr older ..
is just so FUCK and i hate it ,
i really wish to go down and play as a team ,
win together , work together ,
experience the feeling but ,
i couldnt ,
no one knows this feeling of mine , disappointment . . .
well , not really in good mood , im very vexed and frustrated today ,
but still i jus got to go on with my daily life , no matter what ..
im very tired , in any ways , i want to have longlonglong holidays ,
i want to sleeeeeep veryveryvery long ,
life is so happening .
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