i asked myself whywhywhy ,
over and over again . how i wish i was thinking too mch,
but i know clearly well , im not ...
i wna things to stay on like how it was recently ,
but.. it seems to be playing back once again &
tears started to roll down once again like how it used to be...
ytd just sucks . internet connection got problem ,
calling my cousin to wake up and help me fix , he shout so loud ,
as though i want his life and my uncle and aunties trying to be oblivious abt whats happening.
wtf isnt it ? nvm i manage to fix it this morning ..
ytd was jus now my day ..):
asking myself all over again about why and how ..
but it seems like theres no outcomes...

crying out frantically for you in th lonely night ,
where were you ? ...
did you even know how much you meant to me ?
...missess..