FATE ?
i laugh upon this words , which really fools me around.
fated to meet yet ending up with hurts .

moodswing..moodswing...
had a quarrel with mum ,
she just never understands me , never trust me .
she simply stick to her thought of hers.
she said she brought a wallet for me and yeah thnks .
but you couldnt blame me if i dont like isnt it ?
you said i always stick to black , for goodness sake , i remember once ,
when we went shopping , a brown ELLE'S wallet caught my eyes ,
yet you disagreed from buying it .
remember ? so dont say i stick to black for my only choice .
& th thought of black as a unlucky colours ,
is super childish , please freaking get it off & fyi ,
i like red .
after times and times of quarrels ,you nv seems to understands me.
yeah you work for me and i spend your money but
do you ever knws that being able to earn money for me to spend isnt th main ?
being able to hear me out , understand me & know what i want is then th impt point .
im too lazy to say all this out anymore this time ,
how i wish you can really change , but you never..ever..
cos you always just stick to that thinking of yours , you simply nv tried to understand me.
or i shld say , is maybe my fault for not thinking of how you feel ..
dont say why i've nv speak to you well ,
cs im alr too tired ...too tired of your naggings .
when im outside doing my things ,
in phone you simply nag this and that , i told you many times before ,
but you nv changed .. you're always saying im wrong ,
i shld changed .. but what abt you then ?
i've got nth to say , maybe i changed ..
maybe im too selfish , i dont knw ..

& yes out of nowhere i came upon something ..
& may i ask do ppl always changed so easily ?
leaving a word sorry and changed 360degree ,
isit what humans like to ?
being so selfish of how th other ones thinking ?
or maybe in th begining they dont even care but just apologise for clearing their sense of guilt.
just out of sudden , i came upon this thinking ..
i dont knw why and dont ask me why &
dont bother abt it cs ... i guess is just rubbish ..
but well , i guess just a normal moodswing ,
schl for tmr , i guess it will be bored in fact , superbored . . .
but still gotta get used to it & i guess im gna be on bed soon ,
but i dont think i wont be able to sleep .

& fyi to my mum , is not i dont want go out with you ,
is not i look down on how you look but ,
is that i knw for sure you wont agree to what i want .
so pls stop that thinking of yours , putting words into your mind
WHICH I'VE NEVER EVER MENTION OF IT .