ok just a short post before i went out .
my family financial like going back to how it was on th begining of 2008 ?
cos mum lost her job ? & dad had quarrel with uncle or whoever ,
so he is not working with them anymore &
yes now both my parents not working .
so yea , who will yang me ? laughs.
i think i half- study half work better -.-
& is like hell to me when mum says she'll get me a lappy on feb ,
when now she has lost her job ?
zzzz... suddenly im in love with W595 ,
ok i totally agree that human's nature is greedy ,
cos im one -.- though i just got my phone on nov ,
& i love it yet ... now is like th ear-piece connection there got prob ,
scratches everywhere ?
ok no choice i think i neeed to bring it for service
& use these till both my parents got money or me myself have enough money to change phone .
& yes im back from malaysia :)
but im still very sick ! hopefully i could recover by today!
& ytd was a day i suddenly hate singapore government
& damn th fucking police officer _l_
shallnt elaborate but just wonder ,
whats th problem with singapore , chewing gum also not allowed -.-
must as well put " drug trafficker&chewing gum smuggler for death sentence"
better lah ?! ok im just kinda ranting ..
anw i know singaporeans USED to spit those anywhere ..
so yeah all singaporeans fault -.-
kk , just craps .
gtg & update later :)

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grrrr ,
like so freak man , CHINESE NEW YEAR SICK ?!
kay , im sick , in fact seriously sick ,
fever , sore throught , cough and flu .
but well played mahjong fr these few days , th way my aunts and uncles plays different type
& yes i find this is easier to play thus i keep winning MONEY !;D hahaha!
went restaurant to eat ,
indeed a nice one , full , fun & taken lotsa photos :)
came back home , while my aunties chatting like non-stop ,
we children decided to play mahjong again ,
this time didnt really win at all -.- too sick to concentrate ..zzz
till arnd 1am , which is now they just left
& im free here to post .
photos will be post soon yea , stay tune dudes !
& well done kangbai for ytd's match though we lost :)
jiayous all th way ok ! ;D
you guys can do it & hopefully jasmine can recover soon :)
hahah.

PRAY HARD I CAN RECOVER ,
I WANTWANTWANT ATTEND SCHL & TRAINING ON MONDAY ):
I MISSS TRAINING , MISS SCHL !
thats all bye !

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some photos above are taken ytd :)
ytd was fun man , my aunt gave me a angbao of $200 !
& mahjong ytd , like omg im th big winner ? hahah .
last but not leat drank beeer , due to boredom cs afternoon nothing to do haha.
thenthen , today woke up damn early to go out with my cousin's friends ,
one is my primary schl friend and i detest all of them man ,
act cute -.- & got one damndamndamnnn guai lan lah , fcuk .
halfway , my cousin decided to part with them ,
due to some misunderstandings and their attitude towards her .
like so.... shallnt elaborate :)
went shopping tgt with my mum and aunt ,
hahahahaha bought t-shirt again ! yeah :)
3 for $50 = 3 for $25 in s'pore ?
so worth isnt it ? haha .
before coming home bought donuts and here im posting ,
mahjong later :)!
& i heard from sherie saying that she heard from her brother ,
compassvale is now losing by 3marks !
KANG BAI JIAYOU , YOU GUYS CAN DO IT !
hopefully then can win th 3marks back and im here praying hard for them !
ALL TH BEST !

wellwellwell , new year was kinda ok ?
staying at home , eating , watching , sleeping and mahjong-ing ?
lols & due to boredom ,
i went to create a livejournal as i remembered some sort of crab support me to change to livejournal ? hahahah ,
but sadd she nvr online , orelse can find someone to suan alr , oops D:
hahaha , quick online crab need your help in livejournal la ,
be honoured ok ! hahahah .

actually is ok right here ,
but im just not used to my uncles and auntie ,
being so clean and need wash hands here and there ,
is very irritating -.-
watched a show just now ,
& yes i remembered th day i watch that exactly movie ,
when that exactly day somone make something for me ,
yet ....
okay just being random :)
& yes just stay tune
&my livejournal will be launch real soon :D

CRAB FASTER ONLINE LAH !
hhahaha , till here :)

Happyhappppyyyyy new year everyone yo !;D

hahah im right now posting using my cousin lapppy in malaysia :)
woke up kinda early and went to my aunt house,
went temple and pray then went back to my aunt hse ,
was sleeping and sms-ing away .
eat and took taxi to beach road there take th express bus to come m'sia.
during th trip , damn coldddd
& rained ! reached malaysia arnd 8pm , damnnnn late !
Time check now is 9.44PM , right now watching th programmes heere ,
haha damn entertaining.
anw , my uncle drove me back home through motorbike,
is drizzling and damnnnn windy , THRILLLING !;D
hahah , and yes im right here posting ,

wooohooos ,
mahjong later on with my aunties and uncls ,
my hand now damn itchy alr hahahaah !
till here , photos will be uploaded k :)
loves ! byessss;D

ohyah , i went to some dude's bloggy ,
damn funny man i almost laugh my mouth off ,
ok i know how to comment alr thnks crab for your crab way of tching !
haaha & yes i guess im changing to livejournal soon ?
cos some crab is going to teach m leh ! so honoureddd .
& thnks for being there for me ok ,
and yes i know you wont dare to leak out one la hahahahah !

okay eventually , i went out with joyce lim , liying and sheryl today !
met 1.45pm yet i go think is 2pm ,
luckily im not latest hahaah.
trained to bugis , not much changes , as usual
packed like sardines-.-
& is freaking hot !
wanted to eat but no seats , kinda expected ?
so went bugis street walkwalk for 1hrs ++
okay im begining to feel irritated by my fickle mind ,
awhile want this , awhile want that & keep cant make up my mind -.-
& haha i was there with joyce choosing babymilo thing ,
in th end choose her choose this , in th end for freaking long ,
i decided not to buy -.- fickle minded right ?!
grrr.. hate it lools. & th shirt i bought kinda small ,
so tmr need rush go change , actually is really been long since i went bugis ,
& yes i saw ALOT of familliar ones there ,
esp YEO BOON HOWWWWW ! hahah , so sian go everywhere also will see him :x
& to my surprise i saw my idolllllll ! haah cannot write ,
cos last time write here kana leak out i treat her as idol -.-
luckily she dont mind , once bitten twice shy so yah hahaha !
im so freaking surprised lah ! hahaha she got a nice hairstyle ? lols .
thenthen , went eat longjohn , camwhorse alot , lazyyy update .
& went bugis junction bought my wallet ,
AGAIN MY FREAKING MIND , keeps me in th shop damn long man -.-
i sure gna get rid of this stupid habit of mine shld be more cruel & make fast + correct decision !
& yes new yr coming , alomost all clothes is cleared except that exactly one that tmr need rush to bugis changed -.-
& other than that , i wore specs to schl today ,
due to reduce having those irritating bums on my eyes ,
and some say ugly , some say okay , some say weird , some say look like professional ppl-.-
no choice , for my eyes sake gotta sacrifice :D hahaha , xi shen xiao wo , wan cheng da wo !~
& yes im going back m'sia on sunday ,
so im here wishing everyone in advanced
HAPPY COW YEAR , MAY ALL HAVE A BETTER NEW YR ,
BETTER LIFESTYLE AND A LIFE FILLED WITH HAPPINESS + LAUGHTERS!!!!
ALL TH BESSSST !
& i love mummyyyy ,
cos she changed th bedsheets to doraemon one !!!
& i got doraemon pyjamas !!!! IS LIKE FOR YEARS ,
SHE FINALLY AGREE WITH ME THAT " DORAEMON ROCKS !"
hahahahaha :)

& guess what ,just now came home arnd 8plus ,
mum was busy clearing things , she found those comics of doraemon i bought last time ,
& yes im now reading it , but kinda difficult due to th chinese word is old one hahahah !
& fcuk my freaking phone , though get back my earpiece ,
but th connection from usb got problem , im starting to notice ,
whenever i got new phone , begining cfm alot of problems one -.- suaysiao siah !
& im too tired to upload fotos alr , sorry guys ,
gna sleep soon after reading this 6th book of doraemon chapters !;D
& my auntie make 4 boxes of cornflakes with th honey and th dont know what on it one ,
i keep eat and eat , now left 3 box only-.-
somemore ppl give her a gift is th XIN YUN BISCUIT something like th
Pi Li MIT one , i keep eat , now left lil bit niah ,
wah if new year i stay in s'pore her food before new yr i cfm clear all for her one !
hahaha & yes i guess i will gain weight from 50kg to 55kg ?
we shall seee !
byebyeeeee ;D

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same routine to schl , met gf & was late so sit another side of th hall.
ms teo suddenly call me then talktalktalk..
P.e lesson was nxt , well today is kinda bored one .
then langarts , struggling to keep myself awake-.-
& lessons go on .
after schl , loitering and walking aimlessly arnd cp ,
saw YEO BOON HOW ! hahah ,
then went skcc eat since nobody's there , slacked alone there .
went back cp to loiter again and decided went to th optermerist( dunoe how spell )
checked my eyes , think is cos i wear contact lense very long , when closing eyes that time causes friction & then got bum on eyes according to ms teo EXPERIENCED sayings-.-
so went see then th person say with contact lense couldnt check much ,
then went off , saw samanthaaaa , chatted &
yeah she still so pretty !;D
then loiter at popular awhile jiu walked home .
nothing to do now , must revise my physics alr ,
cos th topic 'light' really fools me man , so difficult !
kk , till here bye :)

theres only empty promises ,
as none ever knows whats lies ahead &
thats what causes broken promise which hurts and leaves a deep scar.

busy schl schedule and routine .
homeworks , ccas & schling occupied more than half of my 24hrs ,
or to be exact cut away th 6hrs of sleep shld be 18hrs.
alot of things undone , rushing those works .
oweing tcher all th forms and journal .
okay roughly , i must say my blog will be dead for just around ...
let me think... 1mth ?
im not sure. but seriously apologies to those whom i didnt relink you.
but i guess im soon relinking and linking ppl ,
cos new year is coming & im going back to malaysia till 30th ,
& i cfm i'll be bored there so i will update my templates often so yea :)
okay i finally finish Pi Li MIT ! -.-
again , th ending soooo unexpectedly & i dont know why , just kinda find it too short ?
hahah , okay i really gotta go back to my Friedrich worksheet &
history work tgt with th duty roaster arrangement form , cos i find that i've got th responsibility to settle all this as th rep :D
see im soooooo good now !
anw , had training today
sec 1s are coming in , just couldnt stop thinking th past sec 1s me ,
when i first enter th basketball court ...thinking of that ,
i laughs upon myself for couldnt even hold on to a ball man hahah .
okay shall stop my old grandmother stories , went 260 after that
& i find myself kinda weird today hahaha.
then back home with joyce , but last min i decided to take lrt ,
th best choice , got good view to see( not really? just a blue sky -.-)
& is fast cos none of th bus that can reach my house came .
& yea till now , still doing my langarts .
im still wondering , how to pass my langarts with th teaching skill of Mr Suaini's -.-
till here , i find myself getting longggg winded alr ,
& all th best for your competition tmr Joyce Limmmmm ;D !

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hey readers !

wellll , th previous post of mine shld be on sunday alrights.
anw , sweetheart didnt manage to go with us ytd ,
but well nxt time yea :)
went far-east with freda ,
okaay we walked from 2pm plus at town till 9pm .
non-stop ! & for your info we not wearing slippers-.-
hahah im impress abt it too !
bought 2shorts , 2top.
but th tops i bought mum dont like ):
& have a big quarrel with her ,
burst into tears , but well okay alr cos im buying another 2top to replace it.
yet at around midnight , okay my father totally pissed me offfffffff man..
whatever , sit on my bed looking out th window ,
turn here and there , cry and cry ..
slept arnd 2am plus i guess?
but i can say , after th long cry ytd night , i feel more comfortable :)

mondaaaaaaay morninnnnng , shld be sleeping till 7am plus ,
yet rush to schl for doing class board and im soooo sorry guys for overslept !
but well in th end we manage to finish it , cheeeeers yea !
lesssssssson , okay today's ALL lessons is entertainment 101%
didnt slept for ANY OF TH LESSONS !
& surprisingly , Mr Suaini's acting is great ah ? esp today his shouting -.-
claps for him and finally theres a lesson of his that contains entertainment ? hahahhaha!
afterschl , eat and went training.
damn it , JOYCEEEE LIM I WANT MY GREEENTEA !
i say sheila drink then i wont drink mah !
i dontttt careeee hahah !
training today is fun , i love it !
& B Boys lost against NORTH VISTA , well jiayous yeap !;D
dont be beaten easily , KANG BAI GOGOGOGOG !

after training im so pissed of by some fcuker ,
if you lost it , just admit it ?
for goodness sake , if you're someone without responsibilities ,
please dont be sucha kpoh lah , let dickson take also better &
i guess he wont lost it.
& yea you think im that stupid believing you left it at home ?
we shall see man , EVEN IF I GOT TO RE-DO ,
I WANT YOU TO PAY FOR THAT NEW BOOK &
thats not enough , one day i'll let you get th other half man .
you are worst than jerks !_l_
shallnt mention anymore ,
went 260 & si baodong hit my forehead ! damnnn pain leh !
played awhile and bus-ed home with joyce limmmm !
hahaha , poor thing i rant alot at her ,
but she sucha goood listening ear , she didnt grumble anything at all hahah.
thnks ok !

No. 10 or 11 ?
okay im just being raaaandom :)
i've finally found someone i wna surpass on & motivate me !

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going out with sweetheart and freda chuaaaaa to far-east later !
& sooo sorry vian couldnt do the Public Speaking thing with you guys ,
anw , mum went overseas again !
actually today going out with her but she not coming back till 7plus i think ,
so no choice cant go shopping with her haha.
okay will update more later on !

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Jiayous B girls , go on yeah :)
ok hahah , went SBC to watch B'girl's match ,
& congratulations they won against PRESBYTARIAN HIGH ,(aint sure with spelling)
haha. great job yeah !gogogo !

schled till 12.30pm ,
met bballers and went ate.
doing homework in canteen , played bball awhile.
& around 3plus we set off to SBC :D
watched their match and yeah great job done.
back to schl , lrt-ed home and changed.
came out again to 260 at there do nothing just slacking away ,
awhile later back home &
now talking to some kinda monkey.
till here :)

& shld i be or not be ?
i dont find myself fit ..

its midnight now & im still flooded with homework.
but i decided to have a rest , well let me say out whats undone.
2 art hw , 1 journal which i forgotten th topic now trying hard to think
& 2 geog article ,
art draw till half ,
dont say journal alr , stupid mr suaini give us a topic abt what ,
" what you learn from friedrich this novel " something like tt .
funny , he shld be th tcher running through and tell us right ?
but we haven even started reading , he expect us to do -.-
then th geog article ... though i hate but i still gotta do.
and i still left 2mindmap and 1 reflection ):
enough, i feel my post so boring ,got lotsa homework.
but other than homework i dont know what to say alr ..
this week just seems to be a moody week,
so does today , in fact worst .
im too tired to speak out anymore ,
cos ITS ALL SO ENOUGH !

& get this clear ,
theres no such things as " i cant live w.o you "
even if there is , th person wont be you.
so yea , get it ?
when i dont speaks , that doesnt mean im a dead cat .
bye and my blog is so dead .

MOODLESS TOTALLY MOODLESS _l_

stomach is superduper pain fr NO REASONS ,
& for no reasons , what the heck do you want to keep my book ?!
you think is fun ? i can tell you is not , cos getting scolding from tcher is me not you ,
so you are enjoying this game ah ? you help me take it ,
i thnk you alot , but why aint you returning me? making me worried and cry in class ,
is what you want ? fcuk ,i would rather i lost it and buy a new one than having it ,
yet someone's keeping it for no reasons . pls be more responsible
& you know who you are .
& just not in th mood ,
im still worry of my book , i dont wna buy a new one cos its continued from sec 1 ,
alot of pages is done alr ..
i dont know what to do, anyone theres for me to rant ?
tears rolling .. feeling so helpless ,
i dnt want schll , i dnt want homework but i gotta do ..
i swallow all th tears myself , but whose th one to suffer?
me , MYSELF ..
being good to others is cruel to myself , is th fact i think..
i really dont know what to do than crying..

YAWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNS ! *

see im kind though im packed with homeworks ,
i didnt neglect my bloggy !
today is really flooding with homework man ,
maths , homecon , geog article & blablabla.
whatever , tcher is crazzzzy ,
homecon workbook tell us bring back do 9pages ?!
....
anw , have practical lessons
done my muffin , not nice one leh !
somemore so er xin th process.
but when i brought home for mummy to eat ,
she finished all ! actually i only wanted to let her eat one ,
which i left for her yet she finish all ?!
hahaha , im so toucched :)
cos liying says she eat de time like abit bitter like tt ,
but mummy still can finish all of it hehe . nxt week cooking noodles ,
im sure gna let mummy taste it again !
okay, after schl got PUBLIC SPEAKING class ,
so boring was busy sms-ing away with girlf , sweetheart and kor.
walked home with sweetheart and cheryl ,
ate and home sweet home.
im damn shag that once after bathing i dint dry nor comb my hair ,
i just lie and fall asleep all th way till 7plus ,
but now i still feel sleepy , in fact i find myself so weird.
could i have diabetes ? lols i dont knw why i keep thinking this-.-
cos i slept quite early recently but just couldnt concentrateee ):
whatever ,
im going to finish my homwork asap and
okay i give up , geog sucks ,sucks like how it used to man !
i swear i wont take geog on sec3 !
okok , gtg alr.
daddy is good he knows im not aslp ,
& bought twister fries for meeee ! okay thats all. bye !

short post for today ,
roughly just studying , studying and studddddying ,
then traininggg , kinda slack one cs coach focus on th b girls :)
went compass ate with huiyee ,
walked home wih sweetheart & home sweet home.
so sleepy , i gna tune in real soon !
& im seriously so impressed by this girl ,
st nicholas girls schl , she scores 11 A1s for o's
& she is a malaysian ! so proud of her ,
clapssssss ! hahaah ,
looking those seniors receiving o's result ,
some happy some disappointment , wonder whats mind in 2yrs time ?
i really cant tahan stress man , i guess my o's i'll really die haha but ,
well but studying 4yrs of sec schl life just for o's right ?
so shldnt waste it cos i will rmb how hard i try to stay awake when
im super sleepy haha ! another schl day tmr ,
i guess im sure gna try very best to stay awake but well ,
first lesson homecon and is practical ! HAHAHA I SWEAR I WONT SLEEP :)
ok till here , bye all !

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greaaaaat day !
hah , morning went cip ,
sorry guys for being late !
though i woke up super early , but wasted my time on my hair -.-
anw , todays cip is quite flexible we can leave anytime ,
and is like at th hardcourt near th temple which is just opposite my hse haha.
walked to rm mac eat cs th hardcourt there got nothing much to fill our stomach ,
also cos i keep complaining hungry hahaha !
& i dont knw why early th morning i went so higgggggh ,
begining they thought is cs im over hungry , but went eat mac brkfast alr ,
i saw a stall selling nasi lemak , i still want to eat -.-

then , walked to bball court 140 & plaaaaaaaay bball !
i love th court there cos sucha bad shooter like me can chop quite lot of balls there !
& cs today i wore a t-shirt writtten " sunday " is my cousin's tee and a shirt from STITCH .
& guess what sotong huiyee say ?
she say i shld wear that tee more then i can chop alot balls , siao her hah !
after that went st joseph schl for dont knw what talk ,
boring i can say and sleeping at there-.-
like finally release , ate lunch and they say im hungry ghost of 2009 ,
cos when they like just started to eat i alr ate half ,
they finishing de time i finished all alr-.-
they eat th pudding , i finished alr-.- worst , drink i also drink faster than them..zz
i swear im not hungry anot but i dont knw why i see th food i just keep eat and eat ..
normally i only like this when im moody , but for today . . . i dont knw leh ):
walked home , sleep.
mum came home and went hougang mall around 6pm.
bought my heels at D&C ,
shirt at C.O.A.X , & my mum bought a scholl shoe for herself :)
if i never force her buy she wont have buy man , keep buy my thing neglect herself haha.
ate at kptiam. disappointment aaaah , i wanted to eat th chicken rice ,
yet just 8pm niah , sell finish liaoszxzzzzz-.-
luckily mum order yong tau fu and i eat some heeh :)
trained back to compass , was trying to find a schl bag ,
but didnt manage , decided to go buy ear stick ,
wtf man , if i dont so choosy faster come out i wld have ...
no need to walked behind x . grrrrr...
mum saw x & say he gotta buisinessman face hahahahahahahahahaha !
but she didnt say x handsome-.-
went sportslink , bought a adidas bag ,
i find it nice cos is plain and simple :) !
ok la i think i will use till sec3 or june then changed ,
but i promised mum that i gna use this bag when i go kl trip :)
went popular bought colour papers for class board ,
dont knw why ms teo let me incharge i sooo iresposible ,
but if i nv do i feel so guilty leh dont knw why so now doing lorrr hehe.
walked home with mummy and i saw x once again whoooos !
ok la , till here alr , gna sleep by 11.30pm.
i love todaaaaay with mummyyyy ,
it seems like we were back to how we used to when im just a lil girl hehe !

lazzzzzzzzaye day todaaaaaaaaaaay ..
bored , boredddd , boring !
bball at cc and 260 ,
ate , chats , shoot balls & walked home .
rouggghly lah lazzzy to post .
& im so tired that im going sleep le tmr got cip early morning ,
bye ppl bless me a better day tmr !
& Happy Belated Birthday FredaChuaZhiYun:)
all th best in anglican high alrights , strive your best !
takecares & sorry is a late wishing !

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Nothing much ,
schling , tired , tryouts , training ...
whatever now in my mind is today is kinda fun day ?
sec 1s are so fun mans ! i can joke and try to be funny with them ,
but theres some quite guai lan ? lols & i even saw one doing shuffle-.-
whatever, homed with huiyee and
wanted to buy drinks for cousin , yet drop my 2dollar a OLD AND MOONSHAPE $2,
turned and saw an indian holding it ,
when i tell huiyee he say he heard ,
ohyeah , so great you heard it .
you said " dnt think i dont knw chinese ah , want say me say infront of me "
for your info im infront of you , just right beside you and you facing me so im infront .
then i said " yah i saw you took my moonshape $2 th moment i turned & you look suspecting "
he said " what prove you have ?" ( obviously i dont have -.-)
then i said " i saw it with my own eyes "
he replied " dont small small act big "
dont you guys think whatever i ask him he replied in other way ?
fcuk you i act big ? oh sorry i dont act big im just trying to say out th FACTS dude_l_
& when i go around asking people " did you see a old $2 note dropped ? "
you replied me with a look and you didnt reply a "NO "
& th uncle behind me reply me with " drop alr very difficult find dao dont find le "
dont you guys find it weird? it all happens with kinda lots of loop holes.
& idiotic indian ,
when i look at you when you holding on to that $2 EXACTLY TH SAME OLD NOTE OF $2,
you give me that fcuking arrogant look ,
if i aint wrong you alr in th queue , tell me why theres need for you go behind ?
fcuking cheebye .
& for goodness sake if you didnt do it why must you react so big ?
cant you just like " hey i didnt took it for your info " cant ?
i guess even a ahbeng also will reply something like that or say " i didnt took it "
can alr right ? why ?! want fight with a secondary schl girl ?
fcuk lah horh , if i happened to see you in compass again ,
i will freaking diao you all th way till you come scold me and i wld say
" oh how have you been ? i've actually cursing you all along yeah btw ,
i forgotten to say that actually i can take down th CCTV of 7-eleven to see th truth ,
but well i just so happened to forget it man ! oh btw i dont act big leh im still a youngster "
& i'll see what you reply fcuking indian ( i aint being racist)
nvm , just treat that i lost this $2 for good and
you stolen it for WHOLE LIFETIME OF BADLUCK _l_
& i've got no much mood to angry abt this but other things ,
bye readers :)

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Nothing much today ..
dont feel like posting it.
& time check is around 10.26pm ,
i aint asleep neither have i done my homework .
not really in a good mood , just moodswing i guess .
bye .

OFFFFF TO DO HOMWORK ! ;D
back to posting real soon:)

editeedd/}
okay im back , i finish my hw within 15mins-.-
cs im real tired and decided to leave my jian bao for tmr or thurs :)
anw today schl was fine ,im getting to love sec2's life .
having a talking cock tcher is so fun for maths !
but i hate most is th mr robotic-suaini ,
his lesson is boredboredborrrrrrrrreddd but im still able to hold back frm sleeping ok !
tday homecon is freaking boring cs no practical ,
slept wake up and continuously alot of times -.-

blablablas , schl ended .
went find shuqing and rest .
walked to compass with viviaaaaaan .
bought my books at pop , i still left geogggg and tmr got geog !
grr-.- I DONT WANT FAIL MY GEOG I SWEAR !
went cc and they having some sort of trial or whatsoever ?
all are noobs( no offence ! cs im not pro also. ) like those first few times play bball de .
then got this uncle called us joined and play match ,
ahah with 3pointer shooter , 2 powerforward pros and noob me centre ,
we won :) hahah .
slacked and slacked till arnd evening went out court shooting ,
and here comes th crazy part , asshole jingjie and shuqing keep on fool me make me laugh like freak ! oh anw we were actually playing 2 vs 2 ,
while me and junming vs jingjie and shuqing .hahahah !
obviously they will win isnt it ! :x
then play and play , i go crazy and laugh till my lungs out ,
got ppl want use court so let them use lo ,
wait prisc come and off we go frm cc .
went popular with prisc while shuqing went home
& jingjie and junming went eat.
& i went popular damn xia suay la ! dont want mention le :x
bought sushi for dinner ,took bus and homed .
my mum went overseas once again ! called her awhile and now im enjoying myself .
eating sushi , using comp to listen 933fm , bloghopping
& going pack my bag soon cs im real tired & to refrain myself frm sleepin ,
i gotta get enough sleep .
bye dearest all !

hello ppl !

yawnnns* schl is as boring as ever ,
yet i can say today is counted okay alr cs i only slept during th mr SU-AI-NI class,
damn it girlf say he asked me wake up i didnt :x
haha ok im gna make sure i will not sleep in his class ,
i wna get off th sleepy me in th past sec 1h haha !

anw overall is ok ,
& this time i really put 100% attention in geog already ,
i dnt wna anymore faill :)
& im very confidence in scoring maths with MR NAZIED as our teacher ,
hahaah im so motivate man lols !
ok , im off to dry my hair and sleeeeeep ,
todays training was usual but coach keep call us run -.-
went cc then 260 awhile and off arnd 8plus ,
homed arnd 9.30pm .
& bye ppls ! wont be online-ing and blogging often anymore :)

Labels: get motivate and improve my dear ;D

FATE ?
i laugh upon this words , which really fools me around.
fated to meet yet ending up with hurts .

moodswing..moodswing...
had a quarrel with mum ,
she just never understands me , never trust me .
she simply stick to her thought of hers.
she said she brought a wallet for me and yeah thnks .
but you couldnt blame me if i dont like isnt it ?
you said i always stick to black , for goodness sake , i remember once ,
when we went shopping , a brown ELLE'S wallet caught my eyes ,
yet you disagreed from buying it .
remember ? so dont say i stick to black for my only choice .
& th thought of black as a unlucky colours ,
is super childish , please freaking get it off & fyi ,
i like red .
after times and times of quarrels ,you nv seems to understands me.
yeah you work for me and i spend your money but
do you ever knws that being able to earn money for me to spend isnt th main ?
being able to hear me out , understand me & know what i want is then th impt point .
im too lazy to say all this out anymore this time ,
how i wish you can really change , but you never..ever..
cos you always just stick to that thinking of yours , you simply nv tried to understand me.
or i shld say , is maybe my fault for not thinking of how you feel ..
dont say why i've nv speak to you well ,
cs im alr too tired ...too tired of your naggings .
when im outside doing my things ,
in phone you simply nag this and that , i told you many times before ,
but you nv changed .. you're always saying im wrong ,
i shld changed .. but what abt you then ?
i've got nth to say , maybe i changed ..
maybe im too selfish , i dont knw ..

& yes out of nowhere i came upon something ..
& may i ask do ppl always changed so easily ?
leaving a word sorry and changed 360degree ,
isit what humans like to ?
being so selfish of how th other ones thinking ?
or maybe in th begining they dont even care but just apologise for clearing their sense of guilt.
just out of sudden , i came upon this thinking ..
i dont knw why and dont ask me why &
dont bother abt it cs ... i guess is just rubbish ..
but well , i guess just a normal moodswing ,
schl for tmr , i guess it will be bored in fact , superbored . . .
but still gotta get used to it & i guess im gna be on bed soon ,
but i dont think i wont be able to sleep .

& fyi to my mum , is not i dont want go out with you ,
is not i look down on how you look but ,
is that i knw for sure you wont agree to what i want .
so pls stop that thinking of yours , putting words into your mind
WHICH I'VE NEVER EVER MENTION OF IT .

a super tiring day !
first of all , im super sorry my dearest sweetheart for being overslept ,
and not able to eat brkfast with you as i promised !

haha , my gastric pain is better already :)
woke up arnd 6am plus ,
rushed and met jasmine .
haha , she's th only one who replied my smses.
anw , not much ppl turn up though .
when almost all reached ,
we went find junting but in th first place we dont knw where she live-.-
u-turn back to schl outside ,
met sheila and went in schl for preparation.
recruitment was superduper tiring i can say ,
my back was sweating like hell ,
& i find that this yr alot sec 1ones very guailan ,
esp some boys , haha vivian kana suan for short !
surprisingly , theres quite a few sec 1 i've seen is taller than me ! haha.
anw , everything stopped arnd 11plus going 12pm .
hmm , quite a few name written for registration , not bad ok ! haha.
finish packing everything , im seriously dead beat man -.-
went ate at compass with shuyi , shuqing and vivian .
bought my plaster for my wound ,
home-ed ,bathed and use lappyy.
fall asleep till 6plus , when my mum homed .
rush here and there to attend my grandma's birthday dinner ,
th food is okok ? lols acceptable .
cabbed home afterthat and here im blogging .

i've been changing and changing my skin , over and over again ,
still i cnt find any special or nice one ,
so whatever just use these plain one first , my lappy is so hot now ,
really got to stop alr , bye all !
& i wantwantwant get my tongue peircing done asap ):
from last yr till now ! who knows where to get it ? tag me , thnks
& i'll love you tons and tons and tonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnns !

hellooo peeps !

th first post for 2009 :)
haha , ok im right now rushing my homework ,
though is schl reopening tmr yet im still not in th mood ,
but well i've got to cs of my aims :)
& i've not bought my schl bag so gotta use back th old one !

hmm , lets talk about my resolution (aiming) for this yr ,
-well just hope i could spend a happier yr than 2008.
-play well for schl team as a centre & improve in my bball skills.
- get th top 20 or 30 for my examinations :)
- less problems in friendship
-forget him by March
- will not be in love or 've a crush on any guy for this one whole year
-got to know more friends
- spend a unfrgettable 15th birthday with cliques
- hope all my loves ones spend their days happily & not much problem appeared to them.
- have a new OWN house near rivervale plaza (plsssss )':)
-able to promote sec3 successfully & get the course im interested in.
- grow fitter , slimmer & tan !
- find a part-time job asap !
-may all my wishes accomplished & may i and others lead a happier life on 2009 !

hahah , okay i guess thats alll ?
schooling tmr and im so not prepared to face anyone cos of my
FREAKING HAIR ):
anw life still gotta go on yeah ?
gotta rush my homwork already , bye dearest all !