what a day for me .
training was fine except scoldings which im so used to it alr .
& then ,
STUPIDITY _l_ STUPIDITY _l_ STUPIDTY_l_
SLOWNESS , DUMBNESS & USELESSNESS , EMBARRASSMENT. . .
i hate all this with me and im enough of it ,
i wna shake it off ,
i hate to be strong , hate to act like nothing .
i wna cry and scream as loud as i could ,
just like a lil kid who cries loudly when he/she fell down .
i hate tolerating , is really tearing & hurting .
feel so tired , real tired . .
i just wna peace for me to think what to do next.
& i dont want to be beaten so easily ,
but i seems to be suffocating and left not much determination .
is just too TIRING .
& thnks guys for th few moment of entertainment ,
& accompanying :)