this few days was totally shittt .
worst of all , illness came find me & so im sick.
having cough & fever , my voice changed totally-.-

anw , ytd was somehow ok ?
went meet my relatives & it spend 1h for me to think of what to wear ,
in th end , stil kana their criticsm. whatever i dont really give a fcuked damn.
went town and shop for hrs , seriously this is worst than training ,
imagine someone who only slept 5hs plus and was somehow sick has to walk arnd town continuosly for hrs
& shop this and that , see them trying out clothes all this .
seriously OG , ROBINSON all this sucks man , the clothes they sell is totally shitshitshit !
not any single clothes caught my eyes-.-
dinner was a big relieve , nice and delicious .
and then trained home with mummy , saw dearie :)

afterawhile , received msg asking wna go mac ,
since nothing to do , went find them & that stupid zheyang keep on suan me !
and thnks freda for letting us to wait for 2 hs , to be specific for me is arnd 1h plus but for them is more than 2hs , i think ? not sure .
then alam ride us to punggol beach and is super cram in th car -.-
rched there and th wind is super big plus there is dogs arnd ,
if you say those dogs is like smallsmall one im not afraid ,
worst , their dogs there is big and scary .
stayed there and look at th view , for dont know how long .
then we decided to went back to mac ,
bloodyhell something was leaked out , just hope they can keep this secret.
sit there chatting and went off arnd 4am.
sent freda home and told alam to take me go dou feng ,
is totally one word to describe , SHIOK !
then they sent me home at arnd 4.30am ,
hahah , thnks :)

however , when i came home , starts to have fever
think was due to my light coughing and i didnt really rest well ,
went slept all th way till now 5pm .
and i promised my relatives today going eat stemboat ,
first , im not a god ah ? if im a god i would have know everything and if so ,
i think in th begining i wont have go cvss , wont have score 222 for psle & wont have lik-ed him ,
to cause myself , today , to have so many regrets.
so yah, like i know i will sick today -.- if i know i wont have promise you guys right ?
and now my fcuking parents expect me to dont care my illness
& go all th way to sembawang , my cousin house to eat steamboat ,
if you say you call taxi fetch me go , ok reasonable ,
but now at this time 5pm going 6pm is when ppl finish working ,
lrt and mrt packed ,you expect me this bing ren to cram with ppl ?
if im not sick i cfm will , but now im sick , feeling hot and cold ,
i dont know why i've got such unreasonable ppl and for fcuk reasons ,
being supertitious they say is i myself , went out late at night and kana those " things "
like hell , come on , if so why the rest nv fall sick ?
and for your fcuking information , IM ALREADY SICK BEFORE THAT ,
get it ?!
having this type of parents ,
leading this kind of fcuk life with fcuking problems
i would rather SICK TIL DEATHE THAN GOING SEE A DOCTOR ,
fcuk off _l_
and hey come on ,
STOP USING SENDING ME BACK TO M'SIA
as a threaten to me ,
IM NOT SOMEONE WHOM YOU CAN THREATEN AND BE A PUPPETS FOR YOU ,
if even this you dont even know , then i shall tell you betta get away from me
& you aint fit to be my parents , or to be exact ,
im sorry im not that fortunate enough to have you this kind of parents ,
happy ?!
how i wish you can see this post and stop suspecting me doing what ytd night -.-