Tears rolling down, sometimes i wonder ,
whats th use of love , th definition of it ?
either one sided love or relationship, whats th point of it ?
some says , love is blind and it makes you feel happiness ,
some says , love is hurtful and only brings tears . . .
love goes arnd th world , knowing that it could cause hurts ,
silly people still dropping into this damn trap wishfully thinking that ,
waiting will worth everything and caused themselves into a mind of mess ,
struggling hard to get an ans , feeling moody all day long
& i guess im not any better , in fact one of these.
i remember i once heard people saying ,
there will always be a pair , a pair of opposite sex which suits each other
& they said , two person in love , no matter how they are far apart
till th very end , they will meet eventually ,
and this is what makes me wonder , will they really meet ?
heaven likes to pull ppl's leg and get them fooled isnt it ?
& yea im totally so-fooled this time . . . ***
not really a good day for me ,
training was a totally shit , im like a fcuking dumb and blur one ,
doing th wrong things and get myself scolding.
went 260 play-ed bball , slacked , ate and homed.
different ppl have different parents of character ,
and i dont know for what freaking reasons i deserve this type of parents & uncles.
it was said to visit my relatives tmr so practically shld be enjoying right ?
but for fcuk reasons , i seriously dont knw what to wear ,
i get along well with them previously when im young ,
but i dont knw why ,im getting more&more cant get along with them ,
everytime when i meet them , they will always be criticising th way i wear ,
maybe i change or they aint up to th fashion yet , this world is just so realistic,
things goes wrong track and people just dont seem to be th same.
sometimes , when somebody criticise ppl , do he/she ever think through of how th person's feeling ? hey like come on , you dont own this world , so just keep th comments to yourself and shut your fcuking mouth up for god sake-.-
&living with parents for so many yrs , quarrels for upteen times ,
till today , now this very moment , they still dont seem to understand their own child's character(myself) & all i can say , they're just so great man .
& if not that i've no other places to live ,
i would not even step into this fcuking shit house ,
do you think i really like to live here ? it doesnt belong to me at all man ,i simply hatehatehate you guys , either my uncles or aunties , sucks dicks!
& get this clear , i dont have to come home early just specially to finish bathing so that you guys can bathe after that , I CAN BATHE LATER ,
is just so fcuking lame , whats th point of who bathe first ?!
i can just bathe a th kitchen toilet please , for goodness sake !-.-
i've nv mention that " hey you must let me bathe first " not a single word i ever had,
so you can just fcuking leave me alone and bathe anytime you want even though im NOT at home ,
dont get me pissed off by calling me upteen times to be early just for BATHING ,
and im not a 3yrs old toddler who must report what time finish this and that ,
ate or not eaten alr , im not a TODDLER NEITHER A KIDDO ANYMORE ,
GET THIS CLEAR ,
and is just a fcukingfucked and pissed off day for me , bye.
sorry for so many fcuk and fcuking, you can dont read it ,
or choose to leave this blog anytime , anyminute.