Yours truly, Peien;D!
1/11/94
Im a basketballer who loves no.12 plenty
& i've a simple mindset tgt with a easy-going character.
I loves cooking & i hope to be a chef !
I goes GA-GA over doraemon
Ohyes , i truly believes determination
is the key for success:D Cravings
*Get over you.
*Memoriable 15th birthday:)
*Get into school team
*Get into school team 2010 & get no.12
*Build up my strength,stamina and skill on bball
*VAIO red laptop
*Get a new haircut asap!
*Get A2 maths for MYE
*Cope with my schlwork & problems
*Get into th subjects i want for sec3
*2yrs with joyce sweethearts
PLEASE RELINK & TY :D http://www.twelves-toryline.blogspot.com sorry , i didnt really bother to go around and tag for relinking cos i decided to change the link at midnight-.- so im now just done with it and im off to sleep :) those who wants me to relink/link you up please go to my new blog and kindly leave a tag , i will relink/link asap and sorry for relink/link-ing you guys up so slow , cos im lazy =p.
you're the best that i ever had
1:21 AM ;
booooohoooooo ! firstly , i gave school a miss today . i woke at 8am plus scolding my mum why didnt she wakes me up before forgetting i myself was the one soundly asleep and rejected of being awaken -.- so i went back to sleep happily till 11plus and started my ic , oh great im done with mindmaps leaving my report and reflection undone only , this feelings of satisfaction is great i swear. not only this , combining with a feeling of getting my vaio laptop , ohmy ! im like happy till the max and i shared this joy to some idiot who is abnormally stoning over the phone hahaah & surprisingly the idiot send back with a few "hahas" which is like so FINALLY PLEASE ! so yeah im leaving my house soon to choose the lappy i want with papa and mama , alright not pick cos im sure going to get my vaio red lappy I ONLY WANT THIS . hahaha sometimes i couldnt stand my stuborn character cos my father says ARSUS / Hp is better cos ARSUS is the new brand at korea or japan ah & hp ones lasts longer. err.. i dont know haha but whatever it is , who cares ?! i only love the exact one hehe ^^ . ohyeah im currently busy doing my english LA work too , haha how long since i last been so hardworking ? laughs ! okok i guess till here , im really least at the motivation of blogging , in fact im more into spying other's blog , esp those ones which makes me cant help myself being filled with overwhelming envy/envious ! hahaha ! but i love my way of life now ! :) cos i dont have to hang onto something which makes my heart so god damn heavy and thoughts in my mind daily . now , i've got a brain which is like occasionally "emo" mode and often in a HIGH SPIRIT mode ! so great isnt it :) . hahaha.
i loves to see those who held me up at my lowest point of life being happy , i loves to share joy with them , no doubt they are the best ever i had ! alternatively when they are low , i would try my best to makes them happy , like how they used to , but it seems like i dont have much of this ability ): but the moment they are back to normal again i can be so high spirited ! so yeah , stop stoning get hyper all !
alright 2nd post for today again , time check its now 2.28am , & obviously im still not asleep yet , cos i just get to finish that wongqingqing's work and im still applying the cream on my hand , anw i think is about to rain once again ? hopefully cos is like so hot that theres a few kind souls out there stoning just now which makes me feel so failure can cos i cant make them high which previously i all along can . argh , i think one shld be happy to cheer another one up hor ? in th end i kana influence and so i only did that wsq's work and my whole piles of work , after 1whole day is still undone . grats to me , scoldings for tmr . argh but now i couldnt help but stoning and thinking about matters , whatever it is im going to sleep already cos im rather tired today and yes my back aches like shit now ! cfm rain one la tonight -.- zzz. till here dudes.
at my lowest point of time you're the one guiding me , holding me up , you aint one that will make a stand but one who speaks something that wakes me up , ppl says true friends are hard to find and i totally agree yet i felt so failure that i failed to make you felt entertained . i seriously dont know whats wrong . but i wont force you to say cos you aint one who will speak out , argh . all i can wish and says is , stay happy please joker ! HEEHEE:D
you're the best that i ever had
12:40 AM ;
out of randomness(:
updated //
boohooooo ! im back one again , took bus 27 all th way to see the sinseh , waited for kinda long then checked my hand and thnks ar ? the first doc i see say 2weeks for recover , ok nvm . now this one 3weeks to 6weeks-.- i cant tahan already ! grr. then checked my back and previously my leg one long one short mar so he check again then the back was expected to be slanted abit lar cos i find that my back recently keep hurting then just keep at there let him" krak" my back and neck and leg lo. LOL. waited for mama to see the sinseh then ate , ok i did ate something at least today is like a spoonful of rice ? with some bitter gourd , fish and the sausage or what i dont know how say . my appetite is getting smaller and smaller lo. see so stress lo ! hahaha. joking(: then took taxi home im seriously very tired that i slept all the way till i reached my hse ,bathed and here im posting. oh ya i was saying today not a good day for me yea ? firstly , early the morning i woke up , on song through phone while tdying hair and prepare the first song already makes me in a emo mode alr but its a meaningful song:D . on th way to school put on earpiece the first song is gaoxiao already then is like so zzz cos the lyrics blablabla si diao blablabla de like soooooo ... low ! then nv assembly at courtyard , went in class i straight away put on my earpiece again & sleep , girlf come look at me like very shock haha. after that i can say all th while in class i've been thinking through lots of things , past memories gush to & forth in my brain like so messy can -.- keep on sleep and sleep like pig except for maths but dozed off for a few times yet was being waked up by mr nazied just because today mrs yoga came to our class to see how he teaches . ok lor give him face so i keep on scribble things on my foolscap to divert attentiona n not keep thinking of sleeping then blablabla la , after school gotten the class fotos we ordered i sian diao lar ! i shld have bought the collage one can , fuck-.- ANYONE WILLING TO SELL ME ?! zzz. obviously no . then wanted to do ic work in th end ... ict lab only opens on fri and the rest lab no inspiration software forget it wanted to go home alone , saw yhy , it seems like once the bell rang you can see till her already she like fly down like that hahaha. walked home with her and halfway i took bus 163 home and then thats all lo. argggggggh i hate emo-ing neither do i wants to but then i just dont know why i felt very low tgt with the rain and just now went tampiness mall there , bus 27 happens to drives through some places which makes me sooooo EMO-ISH ! nvm i guess tmr will be a better day i will be HIGH :D .
time is the best medicine for me now i think & is just the starting now yet im feeling so hard to breathe and i cant help myself from stop thinking those stuffs . i know i shouldnt but i've been living this way for 1yrs plus so tell me how am i going to adapt at this sudden change ? but this is the only way of paths which would marks the ending better ... im left with no choice so im also left with no choice with all this sufferings .. ):
alright im just back home and i gt to go out soon to see the sinseh for my idiot lil finger which has been swollen for 1week plus. anw today aint a good day for me , partly cos of the rain i think ? idiotic weather , think back last week's matter compared to this weeks' hahah , certain things changed like omg ? 360degree lols ! ok i will update again when i got home , hopefully i can have some appetite for my dinner ornot it would be the 5th day today haha. cya guys :)
irritating i dont know why i couldnt upload photos and just today i got damn freaking lots of photos wanted to upload ! alright sorry to kailing cos she is like msn keep saying cant wait to see those fotos haha. anw happy birthday to that damn guailan priscilla who always suan me non-stop! -.- so yea school was SPECIAL for me today , a brand new day and i love it :) .
lesson was as usual finally i gotta know how to do gong han ! then maths was kinda fine , LA was slacking and i couldnt remember what lessons we've le hehe psps. then stayed back and yeaaaah swensens cake ! freaking funny can the thing frozen till cant be cut i just went to the chicken rice store grab a hand of fork than give them wah all chiong and eat like those nv eat cake before like that hahaha all thanks to me cos if for that tang to cut i think need 100years later , simply can forget about it regarding his lousy skill hohohos !
OHYES ! im damn freaking high in class today or you can say it as abnormal ? cos i keep singing this song by ella " qiangqiang ni yo ji de wo ~ " not only this i was frantically asking ppl if they have it and send me yet none had so nvm i change song to examples like " wo bu hui chang ge " " ji de " " hui gu niang" "everything " ... alot more i tell you . oh damn it tmr im facing a long list of bill cos school gots lots of glasses broken by me ok i shal skip school tmr then hahahahah ! joking lar of cos my voice so nice lor i sing ! HEHEH ^^ (IM OBVIOUSLY JOKING COS IM NOT THICK-SKIN-ED PLS HAHAAHAH ! ) then went back class for asp , didnt really catch much of what mr nazied says today cos i was day-dreaming and yes busy singing my " qiangqiang ~" & sms-ing away hahaha . went to find ryan wong at about 3plus , i swear d&t block is fcuking scary can-.-! couldnt get to find him so put the art piece on his table , i hesitated to get out of the school to get back for cl test , but i decided not to cos i thought can tmr but then halfway ms dai used gf phone to call me. oh bitch fuck off , fail jiu fail lor . im not one who cares much about this kinda shit yeah every knows hahaha.
headed to kfc next to find that yhy , thought she at the florist shop in th end at kfc-.- idiot. didnt even bothered to sit down just saw them and walked off anw i dont intend to eat too haha. so went to skcc , played and then saw priscilla god we bought a sunflower for her cost 12bucks she can say not nice ! idiot hhaha . then played bball and not awhile tomansi came tgt with peiqi and thnks kohpeiqi for bringing me a " buffalo " /" pig " / "hippo" pattern shirt hahaah whatever it is thnks anw cos im like zhao geng whenever i jump though i wear fbt lar . but whats worst was when i wanted to take the ball from the window top that time th wind blow and my skirt went " boom" hahaha nvm luckily im fast enough to cover it down anw also nothing -.- hahaha.
played all the way till 7plus going 8plus im damn tired can zzz. hahaha. went home with spicy snack wrap for dinner . ytd was kfc snackers , the 2days before was nv eat haha ! i myself dont know why too just dont have the appetite for the actual meal , like today my recess time i ate the porridge and drinks only then after school nothing much bt the cake . HAHAH im on diet ! LOL of cos not lar cos i find that eating is happy but dont knw why just dont have appetite haha. reached home and watch pingpangyuan i seriously think he sheng wu should win please . know why ? He JiaJun is too far arrogant and i hate arrogant ppl & i hate ppl with no initiative , totally sucks. alright this second point has totally no link with this shows lar haha i just happen to make it a remarks ^^ .whats worst his name is He JiaJun hahaahahah ! winks* i think some knows what i mean by that. anw , thats all i think for today just keep laughing non-stop due to the presence of kohpeiqi and tomansi except for awhile of sian mode hahaha .till here :)
dear readers , if a fairy god mama wants to grant you a wish what you wants ? ( asked by the random yhy ) : for me , i would one to find someone reliable and i would love to be with and stable down everything and that someone can show care, concerns, sweetness to me & muchmuch more as one who fit to be a lover in my heart . ( hahaha yhy happen to ask me one que cos she was shocked by my wish i myself too cos ... hehe not going to say it out ! =p )
alright till here i guess , IM SERIOUSLY A LUCKY BITCCCH :D:D:D & beware im someone who SPY hahaha ! you obviously fit to be that one except for one criteria hahaha ! ok im just joking obviously cos i've got no one in my heart now ! oh yes there is , someone who called BASKETBALL HAHAHAHAHA :D
alright 2nd post for today , anw didnt went to watch home-u match cos some stupid one hurt her ankle ytd while banging onto her teamates and lost balance-.- dumb hor ! so cos of her we decided not to go le see you're influencing lor . idiot. so she is not playing then our main purpose is to see her play and so we give it a miss and they won haha ! i think nxt time dont go better hahaha. ok so yea then that yhy good lor i go then tell her dont want go le she go home left me with tomansi they all so chatted abitbit and tomansi and her brother headed home left me and sq and priscilla so went play awhile jiu go home le . saw samantha hahaha board bus tgt and went rp get my snackers from kfc hhaha and yes my dinner is just 4 winglets then abit of fries cos the fries seriously sucks when it is soggy ! HAHA so thats my dinner , i find that the more stress im the more i cant eat sia. unlike my poor sandra gf , she more stress keep eating haha bt nvm eating is good ok gf dont be too stress and relax ! :D n yea went to watch tv , hong xin da jiang, i seriously think bai wei xiu is damn pretty lar haha ! so yeah , here im posting while chatting away in msn . ohyes i haven finish ms dai work so yea forget it lar i give up hahaha tmr staying back school do :) and i haven turn into " schooling" mode again so fast my weekeneds is gone once again ! gosh , assignments n test pls get lost ! GRRR.
FOR GOODNESS SAKE ! MOTHER EARTH : i beg you dont so fast extinct can ?! 2010 ?! CANNOT LAR ! i haven even build up my standard for bball and i haven played a tornament and i still not settled down and find someone reliable for me to lean on AND YES I GOT ALOT WISH UN-DONE ! PLEASE DONT EXTINCT SO FAST ): !
you're the best that i ever had
1:34 AM ;
booooooooohooooooo ! flooding homwork , assignments , test and more ! alright i slept at 3am plus ytd night and woke at 2pm today , get my cupnoodles i bought ytd which i didnt ate as my breakfast , alright it sounds wrong ar ? 2pm breakfast ? haha so yea shld be lucnh lols ! argh , im sorry wong shuqing ! i cant get your mindmap finish on time ! dont know for what freaking reasons my 1mindmaps and shuqing's went missing and i cant open my inspiration , they keep on say "bitmap not valid " huh ? bitmap not connection one meh? argggh i dont know whats wrong with my comp , i've been thinking from just now till now , will i be so " asking too much " if i ask for a laptop from mum now ? cos i jus gotten new phone , alright i really dont know , but im glad i still can enter blogs and msn all these yeah is still usable i mean 1/4 usable ? i dont know ): how i wish i could have vaio laptop ! the new one omg is damn nice but i know i shldnt be asking too much . so im staying back tmr for my ic though theres no training -.- and my cl test is so dead cos i frget to bring my chinese shou ce home and no need study already lor. then my workbook also dont need do already , oh fish . not only this im so stuck with my cl compo i knw i shld get it done cos i've been owe-ing that Ms Dai for mths but i just cant get my brain started and tune it to the compo " chinese gong han " mode . and yes im getting busier and busier somehow i like it cos it kept me occupied and prevents me from day-dreaming and yes is also making felt tired cos im one who are totally noob at handling stress and time management , it seems like i've nothing im good at excepts for eating and sleeping , attitude-ing , wasting time , slacking and something i just get back to few days back but im going to stop it too. i dont want let my effort down drain cos stamina is hard to get back . and yes i think i gtg to get my chinese done and im meeting yhy and the rest to head to sbc for the home-u youth match . & ytd night i've gotten a damn funny dream haha. is already over but i dont knw why i still got this dream , nvm cos im happy :) . hahah. alright till here and i miss someone alot ! ^^